Cutie Penny's Facial Feminisation Fund

As a teen I was very late to puberty, it completely wasn't happening for me at all. My parents wanted me to grow up to be successful so and wanted to fix my teeth so we saw an orthodontist to address my underbite. The treatment he recommended required me to be going through puberty so I was referred onto an endocrinologist. Without much consultation it was decided that I would be put on testosterone injections to trigger the start of my puberty, which would help my orthodontist's work take affect. This work was to bring my jaw forward and give me a stronger more assertive appearance.

When I started testosterone injections, I felt myself fading away, I cried in private for weeks but my parents reassured me that what I was experiencing was normal and I trusted them. I felt completely lost as an adult prior to coming out. I hated myself, my body, and was completely unable to function in relationships and my sex life was unusual (without going into too much detail). I had addictions to all sorts of things which I'm having to manage the damage that I've done to myself to cope.

When I came out I found oh so many signs from throughout my adulthood and my childhood came flooding back with just as many signs if not more. 

My first priority and the primary cause of my dysphoria is the shape of my face and the damage that has been done to my body from years of testosterone. Some days I'm okay but others I find myself completely unable to show my face and isolate myself which can lead to wells of isolation that last days or even weeks.

If you could, I would be very appreciative of any donation and send you the best wishes