Damy move out of his abusive household

Hello.

For those who know me, my household situation is decading more and more by any given day. I am a trans man, and my mother is not fond of that. She abuses me physically but mentally the most. I've had a traumatic past, I've been her caretaker since the ripe age of 10 and that formed me as the man i am today.

Living with her is ruining me- but the work situation in Italy is more than awful, hence why i am moving abroad to Australia to my partner so I can live my life as i deserve to.

I've tried to escape so many times, but still being in this country isn't helpful. My mother wants to come with me at all costs, and the only way for me to fully escape is go on the other side of the world where she cannot get me.

I am tired of thinking about her and what she wants me to be, I only want to live my life as the man i was always supposed to be. I am unable to safely transition here given that the entirety of my family is homophobic and transphobic. Any help is deeply appreciated.

ALL THESE FUNDS WILL BE USED TOWARDS MY MOVING EXPENSES AND TRANSITIONING JOURNEY IF I HAVE ANY MONEY LEFT FROM MOVING OUT.

Once i am fully settled in Australia, i will be start saving up for Top Surgery. It all goes towards my future. Thank you for reading;

May you have a good day