DeWayne Ralston Funeral fund

My husband lost his job almost a month ago due to an injury on the job the stress of healing and trying to find a new job when he was the sole provider killed him tonight.  He was a wonderful loving husband, father,  and friend.  I have been a stay at home mother due to one son on the autism spectrum and a daughter with various illnesses from IBS to Fibromyalgia for the past twelve years.  I have been applying for jobs but with my husbands, unexpected passing find myself in extremely dire straights.   It just hasn't hit me yet.  Any help would be greatly appreciated towards our goal.  I am so numb and have lost a huge part of myself.  I am so scared I won't be able to do him justice under our circumstances.