Eden Bracha Halbertal My Beloved Daughter

Hello My name is Michali I am 34 years old single woman, who tired for many years to have a child. I did two rounds of IVF, and the second transfer worked. I conceived a precious little girl, with a heart of gold. She and I developed an instant connection. We were more than mother and daughter, we were best friends. I called her my “Lovi”. She was very social, she loved hearing everyone around me. And her sonograms indicated that she loved to dance and play in the womb. She was soo happy. She gave my life meaning, and she had a strong heartbeat, because she had the best heart. She would kick me when she wanted to be included in conversations. I was soo incredibly excited to meet such a beautiful soul. However, last Saturday/shabbos I felt something was wrong she wasn’t kicking like she normally does, and I felt empty. I cried to her to wake up and called out to her but I felt nothing. The next day since k felt something again so I assumed she was just sleeping a lot. By Wednesday the 26th I sensed that I Shuky get another sonogram, and it indicated that she no longer had a heartbeat. My heart fell and I went into shock. That night I went into the hospital, and by April 27th at 18.4 weeks gestation. , I gave birth to my stillborn. I kissed her and held her for what was seconds to me. “ I could hold her forever” I thought. She was underdeveloped, but the most beautiful person I have ever seen. She is my daughter! And she will always be! She made me a mother. She gave me the ultimate faith. I am reaching out for help to pay for my financial needs/expenses/bills, until I’m mentally healthy enough to get back on my own feet. Any amounts would help! Thank you so much in advance! I’m grateful to all of you!