Emily needs urgent help!

My name is Emily Rose Marcum, daughter of Greg Keesee. On November 10th my father Greg passed away suddenly at only 45 years of age. Unfortunately I’m unable to afford an urn for his remains, which would allow me to bring some of my father home with me. I’m not waiting until the last minute and rushing everything as I’m sure it seems, the urn for his remains was originally going to be paid by a relative for the service and for the urn I need as well, but unforeseen circumstances prevented that from happening. I’m now in desperate need to get the cost of the urn covered so that I will be able to keep some ashes to grant my fathers wishes for his remains as well as have some to keep with me. I’m an addict who’s currently in recovery, I’m homeless, and without work. The priority is the urn which will cost $50, I also need something nice to wear for his service, as well as gas money to get me from Ashland KY to Guyandotte WV and back. Thats the reason for the amount I’m asking and a break down of how the money will be spent. Please help if you can, nothing could have prepared me for this. I’m told I need to have the money before morning to have everything in time for his service.