Help towards funeral

Hi my name is tray I'm fundraising to help take the pressure of my mary & loved ones. unfortunately I was diagnosed with cancer stage 4 incurable and have Weekley pallitiave chemotherapy to try and give me extra time . Unfortunately I have had more and more progression with my cancer and the chemotherapy I was on stopped working . I'm now on another chemotherapy I do not know if it will even work till my next scan my options are running very thin now . The inevitable is going to happen . Mary gave up work to look after me full time after I came out of my coma . Our Income is just to pay bills get by and have a day out a month when I have a good week to try make memories . Unfortunately we have no funds what so ever for my funeral and this has been the biggest worry and stress for me I should be living while I can but this worry causes alot of stress . So I'm asking even though I didn't want to do this if you could be so kind to help me & mary for when that day happens . Much love tray x

Edit... Update

So that drug did work for a little while but unfortunately stopped working at Christmas I am still curantly on this drug to slow things down but for how long I don't know , i have had my scan bought forwards to Friday 9th Feb. I have no idea where this will now lead to n what option is left. unfortunately cancer is not just crule its absolutely financially draining , travel costs appointments and other worries . I will keep updating as I go . If only you can help by sharing or the cost of a coffee I'm sure this can soon add up . Thank u all that have walked beside me and donated , shared and helped in any way I'm forever greatful always love Tray

My cancer started with bowel cancer that very quickly turned to stage 4 leaving me with metastatic cancer to the peritoneum then the lungs , abdominal muscles, pre sacral and now have some fluid the round the liver and with constant progression and life getting harder .

Edit Update ... so their was alot of progression on scan result wich resorted in my chemo being completely stopped .

I will now be starting lonsurf pills on Monday 25th , this is a last stage cancer drug that dont always work and if it dose it dosnt work for very long ,80 oral chemo pills per 10 days to make a 28day cycle . The journey is coming to that last stage now pain has progressd alot now the cancer has had some time to grow and my damaged kidney threw a operationi had is giving alot of pain aling with my stomach and a few hospital trips to a&e , im tierd all the time . My chemo is at home now so no more weekly routine to the hospital just evey 2 week for time being to watch my bloods at the moment as well as any emergency visits . This should give me n my loved ones more time 2 make memories now I'm not consumed from living week 2 week with chemo appointments n recovery days. Depending on my side effects this is now the time I have 2 push to live and try get out the house when possible . Thanks everyone that's helped so far to take the pressure off . Their is still mayb a little hope of being referred to Cambridge for a trial and have treament their when the time comes but it's not a garentee .