Ezra Powell
Donation protected
From Cheyenna’s Facebook Post:
I don’t know how to do this . I don’t even know how to speak the words that you’re gone. Sometime after 4 am Saturday morning we believe Ezra took his last breath and went to be with the lord in his sleep . We did everything we could to save our Ezzie , but the lord needed him more than we did . I prayed for God to just take me , not my baby . I never will understand what he needed with Ezra. He has bigger plans . I’m trying my hardest not to hate God in this moment , I can’t help but feel so much hate . Ezra was the happiest baby , talking , smiling , laughing . He has been super smart from the minute he was put in my arms . Loved by so many people , I want to thank all my family and friends for being there for us yesterday when we needed you most . This feels like the worst nightmare. Like a bad joke , like it’s so impossible that this could ever happen to my sweet Ezra . 3 months isn’t long enough . It should’ve been me . He had such a great long life to live . Never in a million years would I have saw this coming. I only got to watch you grow 9 months in my belly and 3 in this world . I would die a millions times to have you still here . I’m lost. I don’t know how to go from being a mother to the most perfect baby , to no longer having you in my arms . No longer hearing you talk back to me in the Jeep . No longer making you laugh at my silly faces . I’ve heard your cries a million times since yesterday. Dreamed about you all night . This is the second morning I didn’t get to wake up to you smiling back at me with your perfect blue eyes . You were my best friend . The #1 love of my life . My everything. I know You’re with God , but I’m jealous . I want you to myself . I want my baby back . You should be with me . I can only hope you felt me holding you until I couldn’t hold you anymore . I hope you felt my kisses and my words. I love you so much baby .
I don’t know how to do this . I don’t even know how to speak the words that you’re gone. Sometime after 4 am Saturday morning we believe Ezra took his last breath and went to be with the lord in his sleep . We did everything we could to save our Ezzie , but the lord needed him more than we did . I prayed for God to just take me , not my baby . I never will understand what he needed with Ezra. He has bigger plans . I’m trying my hardest not to hate God in this moment , I can’t help but feel so much hate . Ezra was the happiest baby , talking , smiling , laughing . He has been super smart from the minute he was put in my arms . Loved by so many people , I want to thank all my family and friends for being there for us yesterday when we needed you most . This feels like the worst nightmare. Like a bad joke , like it’s so impossible that this could ever happen to my sweet Ezra . 3 months isn’t long enough . It should’ve been me . He had such a great long life to live . Never in a million years would I have saw this coming. I only got to watch you grow 9 months in my belly and 3 in this world . I would die a millions times to have you still here . I’m lost. I don’t know how to go from being a mother to the most perfect baby , to no longer having you in my arms . No longer hearing you talk back to me in the Jeep . No longer making you laugh at my silly faces . I’ve heard your cries a million times since yesterday. Dreamed about you all night . This is the second morning I didn’t get to wake up to you smiling back at me with your perfect blue eyes . You were my best friend . The #1 love of my life . My everything. I know You’re with God , but I’m jealous . I want you to myself . I want my baby back . You should be with me . I can only hope you felt me holding you until I couldn’t hold you anymore . I hope you felt my kisses and my words. I love you so much baby .
Organizer and beneficiary
Grace Cabrol
Organizer
Vidalia, GA
Cheyenna Garner
Beneficiary