Father/husband killed by police family needin help

Hello my name is mrs. Emmanuel. I am reaching out to ask for help I lost my husband last month due to Anaheim Police Department killing him. He left behind three children two of them under the age of two.  he was the breadwinner for our family it has been real hard getting back on my feet with 3 children to take care of and sleeping at Jon's family house . we've lost everything our children lost their father I lost my best friend of 17 years. we've lost our apartment/everything. ANY DONATIONS will be appreciated and will help out a lot THANK YOU