Overwhelmed and needing help

I am trying to raise funds because I lost a  husband 6 yrs ago to cancer and I just can't keep up anymore. I have interstitial lung disease and dermatomyositis among osteoarthritis, venal insufficiency, a torn rotator on the right arm that cannot be operated on because my lungs are so bad. The list still goes on. I need medical supplies such as the compression stocking that are specially measured for me and weighted right at 69 dollars a pair and they suggest I buy three at once since they wear out fast. Can't even imagine constantly replacing them.  Drs. would like me to have a recliner that lifts me since I have a hard time getting up, plus with my vein insufficiency, they want legs elevated. They run between 800 and 1300 on average I need a new shower chair and have been putting that off since my drugs are always first on the list. I take 29 pills a day. I am behind on medical bills. Then to add to all of that I need three new tires, they are shredding due to all the construction around here. My husband and I always believed that we never wanted to take money from anyone but I am feeling like I just don't know what to do anymore and really don't like medical bills be left unattended. My doctors have done a lot to help me when I had years of docs telling me there was nothing wrong with me so they should be paid. I appreciate any help. I had to add to my goal because I forgot a big bill I am paying that is for hospital and working on paying a big dental bill off
Thank you  
Rachelle