Fire Relief Fund For Tami Rogers

Early Tuesday morning, I lost my home my 4 beautiful pomeranians and my partner of 15 years in a devastating home fire. I ran out of the house covered in flames with only the clothes on my back and nothing else. I lost everything. I thought that my partner was behind me but in seconds the house was totally engulfed in flames and he and our sweet dogs never came out. I am finding it hard to go to sleep at night now because I can't get the images and this ordeal out of my head and I feel survivors guilt and keep second guessing my actions. I was told by the fire chief that we only had seconds to get out of there and I could not have gotten Gabe out without perishing  too, But I still feel so horrible. I cry now  so much over the thought of  Gabe dying and my dogs dying with him. We both loved  those dogs so much.  I got out with my life but I lost even my phone  and ID my laptop and all the things that I  took for granted. At this point I would just like to go back home to California to be close to my family to start over. I really hope that I can get over this and start a new life, to do that I will need money to travel and relocate back to California. Here in Washington State I have no family and just one close friend. At age 60 I know that it will not be easy but I really would appreciate any help. I  want to earn my own way but right now I need all the help I can get. Thank you and please pray for me.
Tami