New apartment

As most of you know, my friend and partner Brian Siegel died by suicide July 14, 2023. What most don't know is that it happened in my kitchen. For obvious reasons I really need to move. We have lived together for 12 years, minus the three years Brian lived in Colville. My lease is up at the end of September. I'm not one that likes to ask for help, but I'm asking now. I need help with deposit and moving expenses. Anything helps and thank you.