For my 6 year old son burned in a house fire

All I’ve ever done was live for my boys and be a great father, my son didn’t deserve to die behind negligence he was the brightest strongest little boy ive ever known I’ve had the roughest time imaginable trying to be a good father with all of the domestic abuse and trauma that I suffered over the years trying to be there for my son I have a 2 year old boy who loves his brother greatly and will never get the chance to have a big brother to protect him I am torn to pieces that I couldn’t be there to save my son I can’t even imagine his thoughts as he struggled to make his way though that fire please find it in your hearts to love my son the way I do and put him to rest