Fund Roger's Mission to Empower Niagara Falls

I Roger Brainard need professional help. No shocker there but no mental doctors for me, I actually need professional writing help to get my story out there to help today's youth realize there are people that understand and care about their Real Life struggles but there is No giving up, no crying because God has a plan for Everyone!

I Am Niagara Falls New York, day one front page of Niagara Gazette

Newborn Baby Found in Parking Lot 1967. 1986 Buffalo News MVP of Western New York High School Baseball. 15 - 45 those years I averaged a 12 pack of beer a day,

Yes for 30 years, not including the liquor and drugs I consumed. I asked the Lord to take me from this Earth many times, I saw no way no path to being sober, God continually refused my requests for death and told me I have too many children to help. From marrying my drinking partner to fatherhood, to becoming a US Army Airborne Ranger at 40 years old, why they let me out with a honorable discharge after not even completing 2 years.

All I ever wanted from sports was to help my mother and let the kids of Niagara Falls know there is nothing you can't do! University of South Carolina, Mickey Mantle World Series

"Today's starting pitcher warming up in the bullpen from Niagara Falls New York Roger....."

I want everyone to know the pride I had and have being from Niagara Falls and at those moments you my friends and family were there with me, showing everyone how tough people from NF are!

This $ will be used to publish my book

If God Forgives Me Why Can't I Forgive Myself?

Redemption Publishing is who I'll be using to get this done.

It's gotten better over the years but I feel as I let Everyone in Niagara Falls down by not being there and helping the youth of the past and today!

15k a lot of money but $200 an hour for pro writing help and I've tried but soooooo much info and experiences I need help tying everything together

God, sports, alcoholism, shame, guilt , hope, faith, military, family, sobriety, save my life.

I want this to be a Niagara Falls thing , I miss and Love you people very much.

I am asking for this financial help to better the lives of young and old struggling or want to be the best athlete possible.

All through hard work and Faith ❤️