helping aderonke sue & get away from abusive mom

Since the passing of my father in June 2018 my life has been nothing but hell!! my toxic abusive mother kicked me out after promising my dad moments before he died to help finish paying for my school and to NOT kick me out because he already knew that my mother and I relationship was terrible and what she is capable of but my father was the one who protected me from my moms physical and emotional abuse. My mom has spit on me multiple times, she's tried to kill me on different occasions like standing on top of my chest telling me to die, she's beaten me severely with objects like stools, knives and wine bottles she's even gone to the point of hiding food in the house from me so I can't eat, Taking away my phone and car keys to prevent me from doing anything. Even withholding money from me because that's house abusive and controlling she is so when she kicked me out immediately after my fathers funeral in 2018 going back home wasn't an option. The reason why I'm making this Go fund me is to end the reign of terror my mother has had over my life for 20+ years. My mom has been printing checks with my name of it from her company as if I've been working for her and I haven't nor have I seen a dime of any of this money even though she kicked me out and knew I was HOMELESS. She's been filing my taxes without my permission because of the simple fact she is printing out checks. I wasn't able to file my first year after being kicked out because she already filed for me even though I already had a job and you can't file twice. She basically has it as if I'm working full time (40) hours for her when I haven't worked for her in years. The reason why I didn't want to get lawyers involved was because of the simple fact that this is the only parent my siblings have left. I reached out to her telling her that I don't want to cause any trouble I just want her to help me secure a stable living situation and she refuses to help me. I wasn't and I still do not want to put her behind bars!! The guilt I have even doing this is just heartbreaking because I feel bad for putting myself first. I don't wanna take the only financial support my siblings have. I don't wanna ruin their lives because my mom is wicked and has always been towards me but I cannot continue to suffer because of her. I told her that I had until the end of August mid September to find a place because the home owner of the room I'm renting is moving by then and I'm going to be back homeless again and I just cannot deal with that stress anymore. The first time I was homeless I had a car to stay in but I don't even have that anymore. None of my aunts want to get involved because everyone is afraid of my mother. I have no family or anything. All of my fathers family is back in Nigeria and I haven't even met any of them talk-less or even being able to visit. For two years I've been suffering in silence. Depression and anxiety have been crippling me since the passing of my father and I truly cannot go through any of this again. Im am
please asking you guys to share if you can't donate. I refuse to let my severely toxic and dysfunctional mother continue to ruin my life. I'm kindly asking for you guys to please donate and/boost to help prevent a young black woman back on the streets and to help me get control of my life ONCE AND FOR ALL. ALL PROCEEDINGS ARE GOING TOWARDS FINDING SECURE HOUSING AND LAWYER FEES. Thank you to everyone who donates and shares this!