Good old fashioned help

Hi my name is Eric little. I am a married man and father of 3 kids. I used to work for the city but got permanently injured and now on disability. I now practice photography and am seeking better equipment to further my career in this field. @silverfoxart1980 if you want to verify my statement. I recently self promoted my 1st photo exhibit which was hard due to lack of certain things I need that I cant afford. My camera is now busted. No camera makes it hard to take pics. I have a second but due to the business...it doesn't allow me to put up with the workload and the camera is old and makes quality hard to find compatible products. Im asking for 1 time help to keep me going. On a fixed income doesn't allow me to purchase what I need without extracting from my family. And with teenagers ..... you can imagine. Lol . Sorry in advance if my request causes irritation. Thank you all just for reading this