Hamdi Ali Ayyad

My name is Hamdi Ayyad, my age is 50year Palestinian I live In the Gaza Strip. My least wish has become to save my children and wife from certain death. I write these words and ask for your help, and I do not know if we will be able to survive. This is my last message to the world as a human being, and this is the story of my life and And my family since the first war after our marriage .Before this war I have two daughters , I had my first child, named Malak. Born on July 19, 2004 My second daughter's name is Dareen and she was born on December 30 2005 We had beautiful days, cruises with the family and girls, and birthday parties until this war started. The war on the Gaza Strip has started On December 27 2008, when fear and panic began to creep into the hearts of my wife and children from the sounds of warplanes. And the resulting explosions everywhere. At that moment, I asked my wife to start preparing a bag to put some important clothes and papers in order to go to my parents’ house the next morning. We actually went We reached my family’s house and on January 4, 2009, the occupation army Started the land entry process until it reached my house and destroyed what was inside it and broke the windows and doors This war is over and we came out of it safe I returned to my home and tried to repair what had been destroyed and vandalized by the occupation army, despite the continued water and electricity outages. And life went on And I was blessed with my first son, his name is Youssef, he was born in November 5, 2009She also had another baby boy named Yassin, born on July 19, 2017We had a life full of family life and birthday parties. . This was not the only war we went through. We went through many wars and we almost got used to these wars. Until this war began, which was different from previous wars in its days, intensity, and the destruction caused by the October 7, 2023 war, I and My wife and children were sleeping at home. We woke up to the sounds of missiles and explosions. Fear and terror began to creep into my wife and children’s hearts, So I decided to take my family and go to my parents' house Because the situation in our region was very bad at that time. . We took from the house only two bags of clothes and our passports. We arrived at my parents' house Where my brothers and their children were in one room, the sounds of crying and screaming were heard all over the house from the intensity of fear and terror. Hours passed after our arrival until one of the neighbors informed us that all the residents of the neighborhood had left their homes and They were displaced in the shelters Fearing for themselves and their children from certain death . We were afraid to go there because it might not be safe to live there. We stayed in my parents' house for a week in suffering, fear, lack of water and food, and power and internet outages day After a week, the news came to me and my wife My children and I knew that our house was completely destroyed and we felt the pain of losing it .After that, the entire city (north of Gaza) was informed. After being forcibly evacuated and moving south after Wadi Gaza, we reached the city of Nuseirat and stayed in shelters where there were displaced people, suffering and lack of water and food. My father, brother and oldest son remained In the north of Gaza, each one of us was in a place where we were worried about our family and brothers because we couldn’t communicate with them due to the disconnection. As for the third displacement, the situation in Nuseirat became more severe and they asked us to evacuate the area. The fourth displacement We went to Rafah Where the barren desert has no place for the displaced, no tents, no water, no food, and we do not know where our fate will be!! Everyone was worried and crying. you would not imagine how much suffering we were living through at that time, except today As for the last displacement, they forced us to leave Rafah and go to the city of Al-Zawaida. We are living a new suffering, hoping that it will end from time to time, in light of the lack of all the resistances of life. I ask you to help me rebuild my life And rebuild our house . And complete my children's education .