Hecht kids help❤️

Hi, my name is Alan Hecht, and I am fundraising for my 2 kids and I. I have been unemployed for a few months now after leaving my job of 6 years due to back surgery and nerve damage from a severely pinched sciatic nerve. Well the healing did not go as well as they said and have been battling problems and physical therapy for months. Now I have got my strength back and able to do just about anything but heavy lifting, as long as I am careful. But now at this point I have used up my savings long ago and now currently struggling to keep up on my bills currently looking for employment, but having a hard time finding someone that don't mind that I have back issues now. I do mechanic work on the side to get us by, but it's not enough and starting to get behind. I have not collected disability or unemployment and I probably should have, but I'm not the type that likes asking for help or handouts, so this is actually really hard to do, but I don't know what else to do right now. My kids are, Bentley, he is 8, and Lillian is 4. I also do not get any child support, or any help at all from their mother. I like to be independent and take care of everything and everyone, but my kids are innocent and I hate them seeing me struggle and getting behind. Anything will help us so much, there is no amount to little, I hate even asking for a dollar. Any donations made will be going directly to rent, propane, food, gas, loan payment, insurance, phone bill and debt from borrowing from two friends. And I am hoping to be employed in the next 2 weeks. To anyone that does help, I cannot thank you enough and I do hope I can pay you back someday. Thank you so much for helping us through this struggle!❤️