Help a moroccan girl escape her abusive household
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Hello, my name is Imane. I don't really wanna have to ask for help but I'm in a really tight spot right now and everyday I realise more and more that I need to leave my abusive household as soon as possible and I keep getting more desperate. The main problem is my mother, when I was younger she used to pull my hair, hit me, kick me and threaten to kick me out. As I got older the physical abuse started to decline but she continues to verbally and emotionally abuse me, threaten me, and try to control every single thing in my life. Lately she also threated to hit me again, she says that she failed raising me and should have restricted my freedom more, and when she gets angry she says I should have never been born. I can't walk to the grocery store around the corner without asking her for premission, she goes trough my stuff in my room when I'm not around and always checks my mail before I can. She constantly reminds me of how she has control over me and that I have no control over myself and that I can't do anything about it. I can't even take a shower or sleep without her making me feel guilty about it. Every week there is a new fight between us. My mental health has extremly declined with the years. I'm in therapy now, but I cannot heal while living under the same roof as her. These are only a few examples of what goes on here, I am afraid for my safety, I cannot be myself here, I can't live here I don't feel like this is my house. I wouldn't be doing this if it wasn't important, if I didn't really need it. I feel like I have reached my limit and I don't know how much more I can take. I got laid off from my job due covid-19 and it's been hard applying for other jobs. The support would mean a lot to me, thank you.
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Imane S
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Breda, NL, 6