help a queer POC move out of abusive JW household

hi y'all my name is jael. i am non-binary and 18. my family are Jehovah's Witnesses. if you don't know what that is look it up, we are on google and are those annoying people that knock on your door. my household is your average abusive christian household, gay is wrong, smoking is wrong, etc etc. im about to be kicked out for smoking illegal substances because they cannot support my lifestyle. so i am in dire need of help. my family has threatened me several times before in the past that they would kick me out, but this time it's very much serious. my mom is saying i either comply to religion or i leave my house immediately. and this is not the first time this has happened, this also happened to my older sister that got kicked out at 17. so i know what they are capable of. the money i'm raising is going towards an apartment and getting my car fixed. food is another story but i will make sure i get fed. i obviously love my family but, a lot of the emotional abuse and torment is not enough for me to stay. all of my family are Jehovah's Witnesses and i will not have a temporary place to stay without being ridiculed by these people. please help donate and share as much as you can! i really need to reach this goal! thank you!