Help a transfem survive disability and dysphoria

hi i'm aoife!

 

I'm permanently disabled and waiting for my SSI disability claim to be processed. This process can take 2 years including appeals – most applications are declined and must be appealed in court. I can't work and I have no safety net. I have enough for June 2022's rent! Which is nice! but I also want to stay housed for longer than that!

 

i'm also trans and dealing with constant and debilitating gender dysphoria! !! :') !!

so here i am B) shoutout to friends who helped me set this up. the goal is for 3 months' rent and some laser hair removal.

tbh i don't know what I'm going to do after 3 months! i rly don't wanna be houseless ever again! but i already feel like shit asking for this much! :') idk. I need money for surgeries too on top of that!!! and legal name change! and like. any dishware (i am borrowing my housemate's—even with permission i am scared of losing a decent place by being a burden thanks ptsd)! vitamins (not covered by EBT lmfao)! clothing that doesnt make me hate myself maybe!!! i am constantly anxious and crying and hating being alive but that's poverty babey(???)

 

Anyway yeah bye thanks please don't judge me

cashapp is $azver if u wanna dodge fees and deadnames