Help An Autistic Disabled Adult With Critical Needs

This is an updated version of my appeal, which is now even more crucial for me.

I am autistic and am multiply-disabled in other ways as well. I have never been able to handle working at any job that can even remotely sustain me, so I suffer and do without many things I need.

I have no bootstraps. I have no one to turn to except for all of you who read this appeal. I am unable to secure and keep any kind of job that can even begin to sustain me.

I have also been on kidney dialysis since July 2018.

Being disabled in America means we are given the crumbs off the floor, literally, relegated to endless poverty, needs, wants, and unmet dreams and goals.

Being disabled is very very lonely, isolating and it is also very depressing, and my days are filled with worry, despair, lost hopes, and lost dreams.

It is worse now.

My mom, who was so faithful to help me each and every month so I would not have to go without outlets like TV, internet, my cell phone, water and trash bill, and even was helping me with my credit card payments, has just passed away. She passed away peacefully yesterday afternoon while watching Westerns on the TV in her room.

I now have no way to make it each month, as my meager Social Security check is all I have now.

As of now, because of pure survival and past abusive caregivers who stole money and things from me, then COVID, I have had to turn more to my 3 credit cards to help make ends meet, and now I can ill-afford to pay those off ---- so I cannot put things like my vitamin orders and anti fungal creams on them any longer.

I badly need a desktop computer for things I cannot do on my tablet or phone....so I can continue my blogs and disability rights work.

I badly need internet so I won't be without my friends for support.

I still need my favorite TV channels, TV shows and movies.

I still need a way to afford my vitamins and anti fungal creams.

My electric bill, 3 credit card bills, and grocery bills, are all eating me alive. Now I will be paying for all of this myself plus my $150 a month water & trash bill, my DISHTV, my Xfinity internet, and my $99 cell phone bill.

The mental hell and utter despair I am going through is overtaking me.

I do not have other family who can help either and most of them are sadly, unwilling to help me.

Is there anyone or any way I can get some help here before I am without even my tablet and phone too???????

Can a whole bunch of my friends please get together and help me out so I don't just drown and die.....please??????