Help Andrea Fund Transitioning

Hi, My name is Andrea and I'm a trans non binary woman who lives in the UK and needs Facial Feminisation surgery, which is not funded in this wonderful country. Please help me, I've tried to stay sane and be rational but I'm going to turn 30 and have never once in my entire 20s felt like I looked like I wanted to, that I look hot, that I can understand why someone can find me attractive. Dysphoria is one hell of a drug and I'm very tired.
I need to confirm details about the surgery but it's very far away atm and I am so burned out from everything. But I am certain that to achieve at least one of these procedures, I will need minimum £5k to afford most of the doctors I've been told about. When I get above £1k, I will actually think about setting a date.