Help Break Free: A New Start in Netherlands

I need help to break free from a toxic marriage. This situation is harmful for both of us and I feel trapped. I need $5,000 to assist me out of this state.

I plan to move to the Netherlands instead of continuing to live in Georgia. I've had numerous discussions with my partner about our relationship. Our marriage has become a vicious cycle: I make a mistake, he justifies cheating; I express my intention to leave, but then he showers me with affection that is otherwise absent. I don't feel loved in this relationship; it feels more like a contractual agreement, which is not what I want for my life.