Help Candice and family Through This Heartbreaking Loss

Unfortunately, Candice’s brother Justin Snyder took his own life on Sunday/Monday December 22nd/23rd. If you know Candice at all you know that Justin and her were closer than close. I don’t normally ask for help but both of us work jobs where tips are our income and with Christmas and all we didn’t have any money saved up for this. There will be some help with the funeral costs but we still need money for some of it… like the flowers, food, and service costs. I don’t want Candice to have to worry about anything during this time. Any little bit helps…

Here is something I wrote for you Justin.

Why’d you have to go this way?

Was it really more painful to stay?

I wish I could have changed your mind

And convinced you that you’re leaving too many loved ones behind.

I wish I could have been there,

When you needed someone to BE

I wish you would have reached out

I would have come to you immediately.

But it’s too late now

You’re already gone.

I will miss that laugh… that smile.. the moments we shared.

It doesn’t even seem real that you’re not there.

I keep thinking I’ll hear from you tomorrow,

I guess I’ll have to learn to live in this sorrow.

I hope where you’ve gone

They’ve got the good Green

I wish we could smoke just one more together, if you know what I mean.

You were like the brother I never had

Losing you now makes me so mad,

I thought you said we were all in this together

But the pain you felt somehow got the better…

I hope you know now how much you were loved…

I always had your back when push came to shove…

You, your sister, and I… always the black sheep…

All the memories we made together are now ours to keep.

Until we meet again BRO.

I love you

-Darcie