Help Caylee Overcome Financial Struggles

Hi, my name is Caylee. I'm a just a girl and I've been struggling to get income. I am not capable of working at all. I refuse to leave the house due to my severe social phobia, and I self-isolate in my apartment. I used to go to programs to help me but stopped going because I wasn't feeling motivated. I don't really like people because of past experiences I've had. I feel like dying in bed every day and night, feeling miserable.

I tried other ways to make income but it's too stressful and unhealthy for me, and I can't do it anymore. I've been trying to get on disability for income but keep getting denied and I've been seeing a psychiatrist but she doesn't want to help me to get on disability because in her own words she said that's not living and she's afraid I might develop other symptoms. I was so upset and I'm having really bad horrible thoughts and constantly thinking about it.

I really need help. I really hate living with no sort of income at all. My grandma supports me the most in my entire family but she won't always be around forever. I wish my psychiatrist would just understand and help me, not refuse. I just need temporary income to help me get through my depression and I'm still planning to get help and seeing doctors.