Help Esther Live Her Life

Hello there. My name is Esther Rosenfield. If you're reading this then you probably know me from somewhere on the internet, like my film writing on letterboxd or twitter at @capybaroness, or as one of the hosts of the podcast Get Cynical. I'm writing this with great reluctance, but I'm at the end of my rope and I need a helping hand.

I've been out of work for some time now. I've struggled to find work in my field (audiovisual archiving) with numerous opportunities falling through. Additionally, former employers in retail and food service are unable to or uninterested in rehiring me. I make a very small amount of money from podcasting and occasional freelance writing, but it has only barely kept my head above water up to this point. I am completely out of savings. I live in New York City, and the expenses of doing so are extremely challenging to meet for someone in my position. I have cut back on as many unnecessary expenses as possible but this has only bought me limited time. As a trans woman, I struggle to afford my hormone treatments due to not having health insurance. I have overdue medical bills which I cannot pay. There is also the looming likelihood of student loan payments restarting shortly. In short, I have next to nothing left and many bills that must be paid.

I look for work every day, but even if I got an interview tomorrow, I can no longer trust that I'd make it for however long it took to be hired. I try to keep in good spirits but the process has been emotionally draining. I worry about what would happen if I could no longer afford to live here, and I know that that moment will soon arrive. If I ever had a medical emergency, there is no way I would be able to afford treatment. The fear and anxiety keep me up at night.

For these reasons, with the encouragement of my friends, I'm asking for some help. I just need enough money to pay my existing debts and to stay afloat for a little while while I continue to search for stable employment. Any amount helps, and I would hugely appreciate sharing this link even if you're unable to donate. Your assistance means more to me than I could possibly express.

With sincere gratitude,

Esther