Help J Remove Themselves from Toxic Household

Hello all, I am an agender individual/black LGBT member and for my entire life I’ve been subject to abuse (verbal and physical), and ridicule by my family. These things have contributed to my very severe anxiety. I’ve also been diagnosed with PTSD due to being sexually abused for 6 years as a child. In my current household, living with my family, I am triggered every single day due to the fact that my abuser still resides with us. I dissociate frequently, and have nightmares every night. I no longer find comfort in the activities I once enjoyed. I have a lot of trouble trusting others. I blame myself for things that occur even though they’re not my fault. I can’t bear being touched by other people regardless of their gender or how close they are to me. I’m quite frankly living in hell. Due to my severe anxiety it’s difficult to find work. I also cannot afford mental health services because of this. I cannot afford to remove myself from this toxic situation on my own. I need to get out of here as soon as possible, but need help doing so. Removing myself from this household will allow me to not constantly feel triggered or stressed anymore, and I will finally be able to start living my life and learning how to cope with my mental illnesses by going to therapy. It would mean the world if you considered helping me. Thank you.