Help John Sposato Clear His Debt

My name is John Sposato, and like many people these days, I'm trying to keep my head above water. I need help paying off my credit card and local taxes. I went over my budget, spending and checking account, but things still don't add up. I can't wait for a lottery win or someone on X to send me anything. I can't look for work immediately due to permanent barriers that I have and I'm waitlisted to receive services for employment and other issues. I can't give too much up. I count down the days until I get paid again and the cycle repeats (you know how it is, but it's even worse for someone like me). I'm having a bona fide midlife crisis. Life changes in the past couple years have altered my way of living. I have had several failed campaigns over the years and maybe this time, this will be the one that works. If I clear these hurdles and make a fresh start, I can try not to let it happen again. There's no non-profit or government agency that will provide a grant for such debt, so this is my last resort. I thank you from the bottom of my heart.