Help Judy and her Babies get back on their feet

My child has an addiction for a long time . I've tried so hard over the years but I can't help anymore . I have no money about to be evicted behind on bills due to my daughter and her husband up and leaving with their part of the bills . I am retired and can't go back to Respiratory Therapy without go back to school . But I can do anything after getting over the hump . My landlord has been kind enough to forgo late charges to keep me in the house which great seeing how no one wants to rent to me due to having 4 animals 2 of which are Pitt bulls . I love my babies . I promised when I got them (3 rescue ) that we would forever be together . I would never leave them . I cannot give them away . I know I'm selfish but I love them so much . No one would understand them . They talk to me all the time and I know what their saying .  They are pampered .

The things I did , the choices I made we're all for the right reasons . Just not smart one . I thought with my heart and not my brain .

Here I am 64 and I've lost everything a couple of times . 

I just need help getting over the hump . Do it for me and my babies . 

Please and Thank You .