Help Kim be less crazy!

Hi, my name is Kim and apparently, I'm a bit nuts! I have been since childhood and now, at 35, I am ready to do the hard work it takes to manage serious mental health issues. Depression, Anxiety, Trauma, Addiction... it's a not so fun combo that is slowly ruining my life. I have tried psychotherapy, a variety of meds, psych wards, AA and this that and the other thing.... Through all that, I have found that DBT (Dialectal Behavioral Therapy) is the route I need to go to get some healing. But as it turns out, shit's expensive and insurance sucks and the place I would like/need to go to is "out of network". I have already borrowed money from my job to pay for the very recent detox I did, plus a chunk from my 401k, plus the money I owe the rehab center and if I get denied a stay at the inpatient place, insurance does not cover the DBT stuff I am looking for. Ideally, I get to go to the inpatient clinic.. I just need help. Financially and mentally. I am exhausted from doing the same thing every 2 years and I want to learn the tools to manage it in the future. I have no expectations of being "cured" but I do want to be able to manage. I know everyone is hurting right now, but if have the means and could donate or share this page, I would really appreciate it! Or just even share!