Help Lori recover after sudden death of her Husband

Hello, My name is Delores (Lori) Jester, wife of Stephen Michael Jester for 35 years wonderful years. Steve was taken away from me unexpectedly. He was the love of my life, My everything! He was only 57 years old, To young to be taken to Heaven…I thought the grieving was going to be my biggest hurdle I’d have to face, But then I realized I am 62 and Steve Was 57, We were both disabled an on Social Security disability as our only income We basically survived month to month on both our incomes and don’t or didn’t have any kind of life insurance or burial funds put away. I didnt realize that once Steve Passed I would no longer be getting his Social Security check. I don’t have any relatives I could go to. I have never asked anyone for help we just always got by. I do have a house which is more than a lot of people have, But I am going to lose it because I won’t be able to pay the mortgage. I am 62 years old and disabled but I am going to try to get some type of job ? If or until that happens I am getting farther and farther behind on my basic bills, mortgage, electric, water my medications and Doctor bills and food. I have never done anything like go fund me before. I don’t expect much since there are so many people worse off than me . But I have to try ! Any amount will help and be deeply appreciated. Thank you in advance, God Bless