Fund now for my children's future.

ON the 31st may 2019/  i had a headache which lasted for 4 weeks . Wife sent me to a&e were i had an mri scan and was told i had swelling on the brain and they couldn't rule out brain cancer. And all this devastating news on my birthday being 31st may. Went through a 5 hour operation on the 3rd june 2019/  which all of the tumour was removed but histology report showed stage 4gliobastoma incurable.The tumour will grow back as its a very aggressive form of cancer. I have finished my 6 weeks of radiotherapy and chemotherapy.  With no real side effects apart from hair loss. Currently now having home chemotherapy tablets 5days on then a month off until February 2020.  There was a drug on a clinical trial called d c vax. . But was then stopped and went into private funding which costs £200000 . This is what my consultant told me.I no this drug has helped people in my situation fulfil a long life&that is what i want , to see my daughter grow up we have a bond like no other, and i no this will have a devastating effect on my family for ever. I have a beautiful loyal loving wife who has given up work to watch over me. My beautiful princess daughter who is 4 years old along with 2 boys aged 13/17. This is the 1st time i have done anything like this asking public for help. . I am no longer looking to raise this astronomical amount for this drug as per talks with my consultant being it may not work in my favour due to the way my tumour is stored. I have worked all my life great husband great father who does not deserve to be in this horrible position. I even lost my own dad to lung cancer in 2004 so i no what my family will go through and i want to put a stop to the disease that i have. I am a family man were we as a family always do stuff together. i have  strong family values. My life is my family.there the reason i sleep at night&wake up in the morning. I have now decided after many thoughts and conversations, the money so far raised and any future donations will go to my 3 children as i believe they will need any help,  I cant offer them financially now or in there future. Thank you for listening to my story & your support through this very hard& emotional rollercoaster of a journey. God bless you all. Heart felt thanks . Regards  Ross. I will always hold out hope of being a long-term survivor or fight for as long as i can until hopefully a cure can become available. This is because i am at present doing very well in myself.  My next mri scan is on the 7th november 2019 with results due on the 11th november.. i am so grateful from my heart for the support love and help from all you wonderful donaters and any future donations will now also go to my children. There is now no goal to my fund as any funds no matter how big or small will be greatly appreciated. Thank you so so much . Regards Ross Dinmore x