Help me finally to become myself and get top surgery

Hello I’m Eden, I’ve questioned myself for my whole life and have struggled with it, So I’m making a big decision that I’d like to happen as soon as I can do it, Im trans and I would like the full transition into who i really am, and get the chance to actually be who I am. I’ll also be saving up, and if i have extra money ill be donating to other charities for people to also help them be who they are, my family have been through so much already so I don’t want to pain them and ask them, so Ive brought it upon myself to ask. I wouldn’t ask if i didn’t need to. I’m also hoping to start T in the next couple of months. I’m really excited for this journey to happen as I’ve waited so long and I can actually be happy with my body. When I realised that i wasnt a woman the one thing I hated the most was my chest because of how big it is and how it just shows in everything I wear, I don’t feel like a man when they show and I just feel horrible when I get reminded of them which is all the time