Help Mickey pay Medical Bills

I’ve been out of work for quite some time and have eaten through all my savings. I’m currently applying for medical disability but who knows when that’ll go through. I’m also currently trying to find a job that I can physically do because last year has shown me after my last surgery I am severely limited. 

I’m gonna be honest I’m not in a good place mentally or physically and I feel Terrible that I’m asking the Internet for help like this. I have a lot of self-loathing and resentment due to my physical health and I’m currently also in therapy for this as well as it’s exasperated my anxiety disorder and his lead to a very deep and dark depression. 

My lease isn’t up till October and to be honest if I can’t find a job in that time I’ll be moving back in with my parents. The hardest part of this all is if that happens I’m gonna have to find a new home for my cat.  I really don’t expect anything to come from this but I can’t get through the day without being in pain or just crying so I’m asking for help.

It’s pretty much set in stone and I’ll be moving out and losing my cat in three months but I’m terrified of adding a large debt to my list of problems too.

I’m going to be setting the goal really high so I can cover rent as well as medical bills from a procedure I had earlier in the month.  Please don’t think less of me, I know this is a very self loathing story but That’s why I’m trying to get help. I love you all.