Help pay for my dad’s John Lawler Funeral

hey everyone it’s Joshua I’m John Lawler oldest son As you all know, my father went missing July 14, 23 And his remains were found on Sunday in Saugus ma I spent a lot of time Searching for my father in them woods, and I probably walked right by him multiple times and I still can’t believe I didn’t find him But to be honest, I know my father, and he wouldn’t want me to find him that way so he didn’t let me find him at least That’s the way I’m looking at it but I’m going to cut to the Chase now and I don’t like doing this nor am I one to ask for help But I just got home from the funeral home and I don’t know how I’m gonna pay for this financially. I wasn’t ready for this and half of me was hoping He just took off and that he needed a break from the world but that’s not the case So I’m asking for help anything to go towards his funeral Would be greatly appreciated