URGENT: Rawan's family in Gaza needs support in tragic loss

I write with a broken heart and a dead soul that was killed by that genocide for more than a year. This is my story.

I am Rawan, a third-year engineering student. I haven't finished my studies yet because of that genocide. I am 21 years old from northern Gaza. I created this campaign to help my family of 10 members, including my 3-year-old sister, Soso, who suffers from shock, fear, and malnutrition, my grandmother, who suffers from chronic diseases, and my mother, who suffers from immune deficiency due to the scarcity of food and its high cost.

I am responsible for supporting them in northern Gaza. I lost my job, My office, my work, my home, my devices, everything, all the memories in our lives have disappeared .

I survived all the massacres in northern Gaza. I was trapped for two weeks between death and tanks with my family, with nothing, without food or clean water, without a home. We were displaced more than 30 times with nothing. I lived through the ugliest types of punishment, pain and constant loss of consciousness. I was deprived of painkillers and food. We ate animal feed and grasses of the earth for months. We do not know the meaning of vegetables, fruits, meat, or food luxuries for more than a year.

I was on the verge of death and collapse. I entered a state of shock for months as a result of the psychological torture of seeing body parts, dismembered people, and corpses in front of me every second. Whole bodies were placed in a small carton or a kilo-sized bag. It was not known who they were. I would have been one of them every time. I lost everything beautiful in my life.

Working alone to save 10 innocent lives exhausted by death in northern Gaza. Cooking over fire for more than a year is exhausting. Humanity must make my voice heard. We have to pay for the expensive food, the price of which has risen 20 times the original price. You have to pay rent for a destroyed apartment full of rodents and diseases. We have to buy medicine. The basics and important necessities, rare and expensive clothes, covers, and wood.

Now I bear the responsibility alone, and I need your help and donations to buy supplies, evacuate what's left of my family, and rebuild our lives. Every donation you make is a new hope. I have complete confidence in your humanity in getting my family out of this chaos, pain, loss and violent explosions. You are my family, do not leave us alone. Your donation is like a lifeline to us.

My love and gratitude to every supporter of my family.

Eng Rawan❤️