Help Sarah Escape and Rebuild Her Life

Hi! My name is Sarah. I’m a struggling makeup artist. Ever since i was little I’ve been living in an extremely toxic and abusive home. When I turned 20 I was finally able to escape with my dad and then COVID came and my dad was taken away from me. My mother came to my house with men and held me up at knifepoint and forced me out of my home. I called police and they did nothing. Ever since then I’ve had to move back into the hell I escaped. I’ve been trying to find another job and save money to escape. I just want to get away from her forever this abuse has gone on too long. It’s made me extremely depressed and suicidal. I’m trying one last time to save my life. So if you can help me please and if not please share this. Whatever you can donate and any job opportunities you have would be greatly appreciated. Please I’m begging you don’t turn away I want to live but not like this.