Help a transmasc POC secure safe housing

hi. if you could read my abuse story, maybe share, you could save my life.

i'm currently trying to escape my abusive family. i remember nights being shaken to my core thinking they were going to kill me. it was a highly probable thing they could do, considering the intense physical abuse i endured. eventually i grew up a little and experienced medical abuse via therapists and psychiatrists. they gave me 140mg of a strong anti psychotic before i was even 18.

eventually, my family forced me to get off my insurance and i went to go live with an old teacher of mine. he and his wife werent any better. while i was not being hit, i was made to use my food stamps on the house rather than the legal use. my boundaries were crossed and when i expressed this, i only received threats that i was going to be kicked out- despite all the praise they expected for housing me.

like i said, it's so, so embarrassing to admit all of this and to do this in general but i'm at my breaking point. i have a place to go in September i need somewhere safe until then. my plan is to fundraise to get a hotel so i can stay for 72 days. during that time, i can hopefully save so i can stay at another hotel for the remaining time.

again, im at my limit here. i'm not sure what else to do or even if this is worth it. but it never hurts to try. i'm so, so tired but i hope i can make it to september.