Help Sheryl rebuild her life

My name is Sheryl. It's been almost 5 months since I lost my husband. Friends, some family, and strangers helped pay the funeral home and give me some help with food. I lost my soul mate, best friend, and partner since high school. This picture was taken the day we received the worst news. He had a quad bypass and took a ride in a helicopter. This day we found out the other 2 arteries were blocked. He wouldn't survive a double bypass. They tried to unblock them and failed. He took care of me through cancer etc. I took care of him. All of our savings went to bills while we waited for Social Security and we lost it all. The medical bills keep coming. I can't make it without him. I have applied for all kinds of help. I get less than 15,000 a year and don't know what to do. I am heart broken and lost. I'm alone for the first time in my life and need help. He passed here at home like he wanted of a massive heart attack. I will never get that picture out of my head. I just need a helping hand. I need my husband. I'm not well at asking for help. I don't know what else to say. He was awesome :) I'm lost and can't survive. I don't own anything I can sell. I don't even have transportation. We always had a positive attitude and worked through everything together.