Help Trista Overcome Financial and Medical Struggles

Hello. My name is Trista. I'm 40 years old, and I'm not quite sure how to begin this, but I'm going to try my best to explain. I know that many people are struggling in many ways, especially through the holidays, and my heart breaks to see it. I'm not much use as I am shattered by life circumstances too. I had hoped to by now be on my feet and able to take care of myself as well as help others that have similar experiences to mine. As said, I will try my best to explain. I'm tragically diagnosed with bipolar disorder, panic disorder, anxiety, depression, and PTSD. I have lived out on the streets, in and out of hospitals, shelters, and from couch to couch, trying to heal and overcome so that I can successfully overcome financial devastation for the past 15 years. I know this all sounds dramatic, but it's nothing less than the truth with lack of better expression because of my cognitive limitations in being able to communicate the severity of my needs. I appealed for the 3rd time in 2 years, waiting for acceptance into the SSI/SSDI, only to be denied once again. I have so many financial needs, medically and personally, that I'm responsible for. I went through cosmetology school, and it took me 3-4 years to graduate because of my mental disability. I had to drop my enrollment and re-enroll several times. I've tried working and everything I can think of to try to provide for myself without having to rely on others. Because of my condition, it has failed me in keeping a job to support myself. If there is anyone available out there that can please help with a small donation, I'm please asking for help. I have many details to explain my cause, but the words just will not come, and I've shared the best I can. If you can help, I pray the Lord increases your blessing for being a blessing in a time of such need. If you've gotten this far, thanks so much for reading. God Bless and Merry Christmas and New Year's.