Justice4Tank and final expenses

My name is jessica and my 16 yr old has been missing since 10/26/21 . I spent my commission in ink and gas to canvas with fliers trying to find him which put me now 2 weeks behind on rent 240 per week . I do not believe ben is missing by his own choice both my mothers intuition and the evidence point towards foul play . I have 2 autistic 13 yr old still at home and have not been able to focus on work because we have been out every day searching for my son . Ben has spent 13 years doing therapy and coping skills training with the twins to get them to the level of function they are at HE would NEVER CHOSE to leave them this way something is wrong . Our landlord came by demanding payment or telling us to get out if I don't get his rent and I can not imagine my son finding his way home from whatever trouble is keeping him away and finding us gone . My twins and I would sleep in our car with no trouble or we could go back to the panhandle 12 hours away if that's what we have to do but I know my son is somehow in trouble and can not bare to leave our home and have him think we abandoned him or gave up or think of him coming home for his momma and me not being here for him . If you can help even with just a couple dollars we would appreciate it . Ben is not a bad kid but he may possibly have caved to the grief and depression of recent life situations ( my mother just passed away and she and ben were extremely close on top of recently kicking my abusive ex who paid most of the bills out of our home ) . Our landlord has stated several times that ben is not worth searching for and so what if hes gone he does not care if we find him or not . i understand he has his own bills he cant pay if i don't pay my rent but i can not seem to get much work done even though i am trying . please pray share the flier on my page and if you feel led then help us be here when he comes back .