Help Vanity Transition

Hello GoFundMe peoples!  I'm Vanity; I've been transitioning medically for a little over a year.  I've been doing laser hair removal (LHR) and electrolysis for the past year to try to help with a part of my gender dysphoria.  I've done LHR on my face, and I am currently doing my chest.  I still have facial hair and hair everywhere on my body.  I thought I could take care of it with my own money, but it has been more stubborn than I originally expected.  That's why I'm asking you all to help me in funding this expensive treatment.

I was full-time for a small period, but for the past 8 months, I've been in boymode.  Even going outside to do laundry or shop for food has become too much for me in the past few months, often going a month or more before doing either.  Because of this, some days I don't eat, to conserve food.

Lately, I don't even shower.  I know it's gross, but I can't bring myself to do it -- it's not like anyone will see me anyway.  It brings me to tears to see myself, as it did today when I had to go to Walgreens for my medications.

Normally, I'd find a way to make some money, but I've already sold everything of value that wasn't a necessity.  I used to do cam work on Chaturbate for money, but I've become too dysphoric to do that (partially due to my auto-immune condition ruining my skin).  Due to being disabled since childhood, I'm currently unable to hold a job.

I'm asking for $1688, which will likely be enough for a few more laser hair removal treatments on my face and a full course of treatments on my upper/lower back.  I think these treatments, in conjunction with my current chest treatment, will allow me to manage the hair daily.  This should allow me to go outside and shop for food.  Also, it could potentially improve my mental state enough to allow me to get a job, which would help me afford the rest of the treatments by myself.  I estimate I'll need at least another $2000 after the $1688 to feel at all comfortable with myself.  I hope to make that money by myself, assuming things improve.

This will greatly impact my ability to function in this society.  I'd love to be able to just wake up and go to the store / a job / do laundry someday.  Please help me if you're financially secure enough to do so.

Thank you all,

Vanity