Honoring Cheray Jenkins' Loving Legacy

My mother was loved by her friends and family since day one she always felt like she had to be strong for everybody help everybody out and set her pain aside... And it hurts to know she couldn’t even break down and cry, cause she was trying to be strong for the others around her. Even when she was struggling, she would still give somebody her last few bit of dollars to help the next person out and still make a way for herself. It hurts to know that she was somebody what’s such a pure and gentle heart who went out so brutal and sad, all she wanted to do was love the person she was with, even put his health before her, and it still wasn’t enough for him, and for him to still be living and ok with that as well as having a nerve to plead not guilty shows that you had no remorse for what you have done to her to her kids to her family to her friends. I’m honestly gonna miss that nagging her yelling, well everything about her. She was too young and most people don’t think that’s young, but she was very full of life at the age of 41 and she ain’t even been 41 for a month I wish I could show some kind of emotion and cries, but I physically can’t and it hurts to be sitting like this. The last thing that I told her was, that I love her and it’ll forever be unread… One thing she has told me is “stop bottling up emotions don’t be afraid to let them out“…I wish she had taken that advice for herself, but it’ll always stick with me