I was stupid and try to make it right again

I was stupid

I have realized that I have a gambling problem. I am actually banned and not allowed to participate in any online casinos. However, there are still plenty of ways to play on sites that are not authorized.

It came as it had to, last night I played again and lost a total of €700. What may not sound like much to some people is currently all I have.

I study full-time, work a 20-hour job and even at weekends. Now I was stupid enough to gamble away all my savings in one night.

I know it was stupid. I know it was my own fault. And yet I would like to take this opportunity to ask: is there anyone who would like to help me get through this misery at least a little unscathed?

I'm going for full transparency: my girlfriend and family know about it, I've had myself permanently blocked everywhere. My finances are now being monitored by my girlfriend, at least for a while. I'm going to seek help and do everything I can to make sure it doesn't happen again.

Nevertheless, I would like to take this opportunity - perhaps there are people with similar stories - to ask you to support me with a small sum of money so that I don't fall into the debt trap again. Every little amount helps and I would be infinitely grateful. I just don't want this stupid action to cause any more problems.

Thank you very much, deeply ashamed weak soul.

If I reach 700, I solemnly swear that I will donate €200 of it to a charitable organization that helps people with gambling addiction.