I want to give MY LOVE a proper Funeral

This is gonna take everything I have and all my strength to ask for help. I want to give my love, my best friend and someone I loved  more then he could comprehend a proper funeral. Nothing can ever prepare you losing a loved one, especially a  man in his prime which is supposed his best years in life! Justin Had a rough life, it was never easy  and he carries that load with him every day.He was never close with his family which included his own mother. He had a falling out with his mother 5 years ago from her on set mental illness. He tried to be there for his mother and help her and take care of her. His family shunned them both as them; as hardcore Christians where mental wasn't accepted so lightly; and to make things harder he NEVER knew his father at all which is crucial for a young boy to show him the way.He carried the weight of the world on his shoulder for so long and he grew tired....The day I know he had some peace and figured  out life was worth living, is when I walked into his life.  He was so scared of truly love, in which he never knew. He told told me he never felt  genuine love or someone fight for him like I did. I am so glad threw all my pain,  He was able to truly experience what honest love.  Justin never understood how and why.....I fought for him so much after all the hurt he caused ...He was always self destructive and hurt anyone before they go to close. That was until I showed up and showed him what real love was, as well as my girls.....Love is the most powerful emotion  in this universe  and I am happy he finally understood its real. Everyone deserve their last  big day before they leave this world, and that all I want to do for him. I work  so hard already but financially cannot provide a proper funeral without any help and with Christmas around the corner,  I am doing the best I can. I lost my sister Dec 11, 2014 and was already dreading that day fast approaching and now this.  He was my rock while dealing with the passing of my sister and mother only 4 months apart.

So i am asking to help me to please help me to give him the proper funeral in which anyone deserve, any donations with help me. Money will go to funeral cost, cremation, flowers and Urn. No word will ever express my gratitude toward  any help. He had no coverage or insurance that would assist  in this matter. Please and Thank you in advance! xoxox