Help BBQ STEVE get back to wear he need to be

I was working on December 1 at three four in the morning and a propane leak in a tank I wasn't using I was planning to take it back to the propane place but as you can see I didn't have a chance it happened so fast couldn't save nothing an lost it all in a few as you all may no this is my lively hood an I'm blessed to have made it out alive so it's hard to say but for me it's one day at a time an want to tell everyone I love how I love them so because life goes by so fast an things happen that we can't control so I would like to to how I love you all an I prey everyday that God look over us keep us safe friends and family an I'll keep you all in my prayers an you do the same for me an all..... Thank you all yours truly BBQ STEVE I'll be keep keeping on trying God Bless