Urgent need to restore our power. Merry Christmas

I'm here and I'm grateful. Having Bella by my side has been indescribable for my anxiety. She used to sense panic before I did, but hasn't because there's been none for weeks. I've been off antidepressants for 2 months now and trying to navigate life without any. I've known life with them for 25 years starting with Prozac but I wanna see how I do without them. I'm so glad to be back working and appreciate being appreciated there (big change) . It'll be months before I get caught up. I do owe rent and utilities from August until now still. My roommate has been quite the gem. Thank you for reading and please share .