In Memory of Alexander Holdman 19yrs Gone to Soon

Hello I'm reaching out to you for help during a very tough time on our family. My name is Matthew and I'm very saddened by the unfortunate untimely passing of my nephew from an apparent Suicide. His name was Alexander Holdman born February 19 2004 and he was only 19 years old, He was found deceased Saturday Dec 30,2023 in Vallejo California by his grandparents. Depression is real, and something we should all take way more serious. We loved him dearly and cannot believe what happened none of us were prepared for this. Our family is shaken up from this event. Alexander's birthday is next month February 19 and it will be a hard on all of us something we never anticipated dealing with. Growing up he had a bumpy childhood his was father was in an out of his life dealing with drug addiction and his mother was struggling to raise him and his two other siblings by herself. As a family we tried to help as much as we could but I guess it wasn't enough. He always put on a good smile but we never really knew the pain he was feeling and I wish we could ask him but we can't, It saddens me because his father is my brother and he still doesn't know his son has passed but he so far gone in his addiction I don't think it will change him. This time has been very difficult on the other siblings as well, His older brother is very hurt and angry he misses his brother dearly also his Sister's who currently lives outside of California. I know they feel helpless being so far away during this tragic moment. So this is why I'm asking for donations in order to bring his Siblings together and lay him to rest the way his siblings and mother feel best. Thank you for taking the time out to read our story and we appreciate any donation. Love you Alexander "Peanut" R.I.P.