JADE'S Transitioning phase 2

I am more than excited to be on this journey into my new life but some roadblocks have popped up and I could use some support when it comes to paying for my surgeries. I've entered my 2nd phase to become who I want to be.. my biggest roadblock is my face.. that moment when you look in the mirror and.. you get upset to that omg they are looking at me ..and you think is it my face ..do I not look feminine enough.. it all runs through the mind.. how I live rn.. so my biggest goal is facial feminization surgery..and insurance doesn't cover it.. so here I am hoping for help.. thanks for all the support and every lil bit helps