JAVA x LEVEL 40; A BDAY CELEBRATION

It has been a long road, but I have arrived... And it definitely feels different this time... but, I'm not going to let the level 40 boss battle best me.... instead I am going to face and conquer it better than before....

This is a pretty big birthday for me ... I'm humbled and grateful, and also feeling so extremely blessed to have arrived at this new frontier. This has been a hard decade leading here, with the last 5 years being the hardest in my life. I lost a lot. I I lost a lot of ppl who I felt deeply for and considered my close and inner circle, lost my entire support structure and then, lost my grandma, lost my Aunt who raised me, and it just felt like with everything Good that came, something equally tragic countered it in return, that disheartened and all but destroyed my confidence and self worth. I fell.... And fell apart.

But I have had a new opportunity given from the ppl I have surrounded my life with. Helping me return to form and reclaim my life and get my focus back on track. And I than every one of you for helping me ❣️

This has forced me to reflect inwards and try something that I have not really had to do, like Madonna (save the whole .. nueva trap pop - face stung by wasps - thing she trying right now), and that's reinvent myself and rebuild my life and what I am wanting to be seen as and stand for. And I'm thankful for the opportunity to get to reintroduce myself to the world. And that means, starting over

And I have been.

I'm starting my journey into the film union, as when I began, it was right in the swarm of hysteria that COVID enveloped the world in. So, I didn't have a good footing before stepping out on the ice. But, I'm regrouping and taking myself back to the basics and learning it all from the ground up. Reclaiming control of my own narrative.

SO, that's what this GoFundMe is. Well, this and of course being able to properly get to celebrate this milestone year.

It's last minute, but I'm going to be having an intimate group of people to get dinner at Benihannas in Buckhead, with an after party with my Dead Pirates family. And if not this weekend, next weekend having a getaway to a resort I was invited to and I would love to be able to make it happen. But with the frivolous comes also the responsibility.

With this being a very big milestone Birthday, This would not only help me with getting everything handled and sorted out so we can have no worries with bookings and travel, ensuring everything going smoothly. And also, this helps me to have a good footing for this new era I'm starting, and trying to help me out with getting my balance. Helping catch some of the things I have not been able to hold onto as I've been arriving to this point. Essential things which have been taken through my darkest time. A new laptop is definitely needed or the start of a new editing computer... This tops my list lol. But that amongst others. But I definitely need the help with the effort.

So humbly, if you are able, only give what you are able. Any amount is deeply appreciated and I'm grateful to any and all.

So, ... *Deep Breath* ....

Hi everyone to I'm Jevocas, call me JV or Java. Let me show you what I can do